old IM cutup

when i emailed you, you hadn't told me you were a lump, lol





there are cowgirls, sports nuts, lonely old ladies
computers are easy to run, any one can do it
yeah

So, is this like a Jonestown thing

look for women with snazzy webpages and send an email

appear with your name on it, untitled,
walking around and absorbing the world

it said that i had no interest in sports and outdoor activities, that i did nothing most of the time, and that i wrote poetry

But fuck geez,
fuck geez,
fuck geez,

stare at my toe,
stare at my toe,
stare at my toe,
oops

i wrote a letter to adrianna the other day (she had sent me one)

...and some spots in the poem seemed to be the writer peeking out from her work -
not meaning to, the thing just happening. sort of like a private moment, partially
broken from the poem itself. like being able to say to myself: uh huh,
this is this person intruding on her own poem, and not even knowing it.

whopper of pretentious spoiled bratness
with brief flashes of you.

: too fuckin caeful
: careful

yes there are millions of writers out there but honestly,

the whole idea of DATING is alien to me

there are cowgirls, sports nuts, lonely old ladies
computers are easy to run, any one can do it
yeah

:i was wrong, for the life of that ad anyway
:i dunno i dunno...


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